It is my mission to bear witness and see the madness. Then embrace the madness to bring out the beauty within. The madness does not need to be changed. If I feel it does, then I add to the madness.
The madness needs to be seen, and then the beauty within brought forward and illuminated in the light of honesty, of truth. Only I need to see it and know it, which makes it available in the greater collective. No one else needs to see what I know. Nothing needs to change, but the paradox is that it will change. It cannot remain the same once it has been brought into the light.
I have the gift of strength in addition to my gift of clarity. My will is strong and I can hold stubbornly to the beauty despite the madness reflected in the earthly realm. I can bring that beauty forward into this world for all to see. Beauty always exists even if most people are not able to see it. It is always there at the core of all things, of all people, of all places.
I can heal the collective even if the individual that comes to me is not ready to release their madness. Everyone that comes into my experience, comes to me, for me to heal the collective aspects of their madness, not for me to heal them individually. That is still their choice. I am to see the individual madness and heal it within the collective consciousness and release the individual from any judgment. In order for them to be free to choose, when the time is right.
My energetic intensity is connected to another healing realm where the hidden ones are waiting to help me. This is the Merlin lineage. This is the Merkabah.
I refuse to wear the cloak and disguise anymore that allows me not to be seen, and to blend in with humanity. That cloak of judgment that breeds hate and fear, is too heavy a cross to bear. Pretense and conformity are no longer tools I wish to wield. Love and compassion are my new tools.
